Opening the Cards

Last night I went to a BBQ with my friends. I was just comin back from Balikpapan and got the news of the party via SMS on the night of Valentines (not that anyone care about it hahaha). I was assuming it's just gonna be a harmless BBQ party of course. Then I came with TL at about 730ish. Surprisingly, there were a few bottles of vodka and wine up there. Apparently it's not just the BBQ hahaha.

I only tasted a few sips of wine as the place was pretty far from chez moi. As the amount of wine drank accumulated, We started talking dirty stuff...at that instant, I realized, how conservative I am ahhahaha. Everyone suddenly were so open about things that usually pretty taboo to talk about, some of them even went into detail. Yea, Wine really can creep up on u without u even realizing it.

After a few occurences and that fiasco last night, I think that we in the eastern seabord seem to shift our sets of value to the left (more liberal). Meanwhile, those in the West, they actually have a trend on going more conservative each day, especially after the surge of AIDS. The thing that made it tricky is just that in the east, the conservativeness is still apparent but diminishing while living "free sex" is slowly takin over without an obvious publicity. I think it's a dangerous situation as those 2 sets of values might clash one day.

Maybe it's just that I'm mingling with that type of people? haha,...maybe...am I out of place? maybe juga hahaha