Jazzing Up the Day

Just my rumbling mumbling about what i do everyday

Friday, November 11, 2005

Distant Memories Coming Back

I have been close with one or more friends of opposite sex in the last few months (not that I'm a playboy...ahhaa..still single anyways or am I being a Seinfeld ?[whole different issue!]). But this one, really brought back my college memory and how I kind of threw the "relationship" away for selfish and stupid reason. When I was in college, I always have a few friends that I like to call when I got lonely or when I was in a long road trip. I could always use that T-Mobile package of free night and weekends minutes. She was one of those friends.. but she was different than everybody else, There was a certain chemistry.. the catch was, I had never met her before. She was a close friend of my high school friend. We could talk on the phone like more than 3 hours uninterrupted for a few straight days. And then, things change, I graduated and she graduated...she got a job and I was wandering around looking for jobs. She was so busy with her thing that she could not arrange a plan to see me and I was too broke to buy a flight ticket to her place. I decided that there's no reason to continue this, and then I kind of ignore her for some time....actually years... there was never a closure ...or even an actual opening to be exact huhu.

And now... She is here, visiting Jakarta.. Me, TS and a few of my seventy Frens were there... I took a seat close to the guys to prevent them to get crazy (you know...pecicilan karena gw milih duduk dkt cewe2 ahhaha) .. but that made me unable to talk much to her.. but one thing for sure, She's lookin as good as ever (I mean compared to the photos :)) and single...huhu....

let's hope i can at least catch up with her......... can I gain that chemistry back? I dunno... it's been 2-3 years...things change..people change...